Sunday 2 November 2008

A child of God...

Wow, after being at a prayer meeting for my new church in Haywards Heath, i have come away feeling a real sense of how much my Daddy in Heaven loves me.
That i His unworthy daughter, have been made rightious and Holy through the blood of His son.
i felt my heart just brake when i stood in his presence, not in a painful or bad way, but in a releasing way. And it made me just want to fall to my knees in surrender.
As the tears ran down my face...i could not stop saying 'Thankyou,thankyou, thankyou'... i suddenly realised the God i was standing before is SO generous, SO loving and SO WILLING to lavish his GRACE upon ME...what more could i do than give thanks?!
i have done so much wrong and dont deserve the blessings He has given me. but still He continues with his perfect plan for me.
That is true love.
i just want to know him and love Him and trust Him and mature in Him and depend on Him more than ever!
i know this year is going to be a firm foundation for my Christian life and i thought i would start this blog as an alternative to a scrapbook, but an internet journal for me to record my journey on! can't wait to get stuck in this year and glorify God.